Thursday, January 31, 2013

Scarlet Review

TITLE Scarlet (The Lunar Chronicles #2)
AUTHOR Marissa Meyer
PUBLICATION February 5th 2013 by Feiwel and Friends
READ January 15, 2012
SOURCE Raincoast Books for review

Cinder returns in the second thrilling installment of the New York Times-bestselling Lunar Chronicles. She’s trying to break out of prison—even though if she succeeds, she’ll be the Commonwealth’s most wanted fugitive.

Halfway around the world, Scarlet Benoit’s grandmother is missing. It turns out there are many things Scarlet doesn’t know about her grandmother and the grave danger she has lived in her whole life. When Scarlet encounters Wolf, a street fighter who may have information as to her grandmother’s whereabouts, she has no choice but to trust him, though he clearly has a few dark secrets of his own.

As Scarlet and Wolf work to unravel one mystery, they find another when they cross paths with Cinder. Together, they must stay one step ahead of the vicious Lunar Queen who will do anything to make Prince Kai her husband, her king, her prisoner.
When I started my blog last year Cinder was one of the very first books that I read for it. I can remember being so torn and I actually ended up rating it a 3 & then going back a few weeks later and upping my rating to a 4. The premise for The Lunar Chronicles is just so out there and something I think I had some trouble wrapping my head around. Upon finishing Scarlet I can now say that I am a huge fan of what Marissa Meyer is doing with this series!

Scarlet picks up right where Cinder left off but it also tells the story of a new character, can you guess her name? Scarlet! While the story does start off with Scarlet’s side of things, fans of Cinder can rest assured that we still get a very strong dose of the characters we came to love in the first installment. I had worried that I would be disappointed that the sequel introduced a new story but the two tales weave together so seamlessly that it felt like Scarlet’s story was really just an extension of Cinder’s, a side of it we weren’t exposed to in the first book.

One thing that I felt really improved in Scarlet was the pacing. I was pretty bored with the first half of Cinder and that’s why I struggled so much with the rating. Scarlet starts off with a bang and just keeps getting... bangier! There was not one moment that I wanted to put it down and I absorbed it’s 462 pages in a single day. While this one is pretty predictable, just as Cinder was, I have to think that it’s on purpose because predictability seems to be a running theme in these novels. Because of that I didn’t find that it hindered my enjoyment of the story at all because it just felt like that’s how it should be.

So, back to the characters. Both Cinder and Scarlet are such strong women, I loved watching them face all the trouble they got themselves into head on. Cinder meets Cadet Captain Thorne and he really brought out the snarky side of her. I absolutely loved the witty banter the two of them had going on and once our beloved Iko was brought back into the story things got even more hilarious. Scarlet’s side of things took a more romantic route and I can say that I am totally swooning over Wolf. The internal struggle he fights through in the novel and his protectiveness of Scarlet was perfect! He didn’t feel possessive or creepy, he just felt perfectly sweet.

Scarlet is a more than worthy follow up in what is proving to be one of my all time favorite series. Once again we are left in the thick of things and left pining for Cress. I think it’s safe to say that it will be a painful wait, but one that I know will prove worthwhile!
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Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Waiting on Wednesday (50)

Waiting on Wednesday is a weekly feature that highlights books that I am anxiously awaiting. WoW is hosted by Jill at Breaking the Spine.


Racing Savannah 
(Hundred Oaks #4)
by Miranda Kenneally
to be published December 1st 2013 by Sourcebooks Fire
Author of CATCHING JORDAN, Miranda Kenneally’s RACING SAVANNAH, about an underprivileged girl training to be a jockey while working in the barn at a high-stakes horse farm whose on-again, off-again relationship with the owner’s son has an upstairs/downstairs effect on race day, pitched as Downton Abbey in the South, to Leah Hultenschmidt at Sourcebooks Fire, in a good deal, in a three-book deal, for publication in 2013, by Sara Megibow at Nelson Literary Agency (world).


I read Things I Can't Forget on Monday and it made me realize that I love the feeling that books by Miranda Kenneally give me. I have dubbed it the Kenneally Feeling. Her stories are great, her romances are slow & sweet and they just make you happy!  So this week all I am thinking about is getting my hands on this one so I can get that Kenneally Feeling back! Hurry up December!

What are you waiting on this week?

Clayton Falls Blog Tour Stop (Excerpt/Giveaway)


Today I am excited to be taking part in the Clayton Falls Blog Tour that is brought to you by Xpresso Book Tours. To see all of the stops on this tour click the banner above!  In my post you will find an excerpt from Derailed as well as a fantastic giveaway. First here is a little more about the books:

Derailed
(Clayton Falls #1)
by Alyssa Rose Ivy
published September, 2012 by CreateSpace

When you're lost, sometimes the only place you can go is home.

Broken over the death of her fiancé, Molly leaves law school to return to her childhood home in North Carolina. Expecting to lay low until she can figure out what else to do with her life, she finds herself in the arms of her high school sweetheart, the boy who represents everything from the past she tried to leave behind.

Looking for an escape, she instead finds a way back to the girl she almost forgot existed and a future she never dreamed possible.
Veer
(Clayton Falls #2)
by Alyssa Rose Ivy
published  November, 2012 by CreateSpace 
Only when you let go can you learn to live.

Between the death of her mother and pushing through law school without her best friend, it's been a tough year for Becca. Needing a break from Boston, she moves to a tiny coastal North Carolina town for a relaxing summer. After bumping heads repeatedly with a local cop, she realizes her summer will be anything but quiet.

Three years after a career ending injury ruins his chance to play Major League Baseball, Gavin has a distrust of northerners and lately girls in general. He wants nothing to do with a girl who is only in town for the summer.

When the two give in to their impossible attraction, they realize that they may just have found the key to freeing themselves from the ghosts of their pasts.
 Derailed is only $1.00 for your Kindle during this tour!

Excerpt From Derailed (Clayton Falls #1)
     I pulled off my tank as soon as I hit the dock. I hadn’t unpacked my swimsuits yet, and I wasn’t about to let that stop me. I stripped off my skirt, standing alone on the faded wood dock. Dad was the only one who ever took care things like that, and he’d been gone five years. Wearing only a grey bra and panties, I looked down at the black water and hesitated for a second before diving in.

     Cool water greeted me. It was too early in the season for the water temperature to have risen yet. I sunk further down—away from two boys, one who left me and one who I left. I came up for air, the saltiness of my tears blending in with the water.

     I floated, letting the slight current move me. Part of me hoped it would take me so far out I’d never find my way back again. The lights from the dock lit the night, but with my eyes closed, I could pretend the world had gone dark.

     I’m not sure how long I floated when a voice broke me out of my reverie.

     “A little late for a swim, isn’t it?”

     I opened my eyes and looked up at the dock to see Ben sitting with his legs hanging over the edge. “A little late for a visit, isn’t it?” I shot back, not ready to face him.

     “Well, if you recall, we were supposed to be catching up tonight. You left before that could happen.”

     “I wonder why I did that?” I swam reluctantly over to the dock.

     “You ready to come out yet?”

     “Not with you watching.”

     “Like I haven’t seen you wet and naked before.” He smirked.

     “I’m not naked.”

     “See, so really there’s no reason to worry about it.”

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Alyssa Rose Ivy is a Young Adult and New Adult author who loves to weave stories with romance and a southern setting. Although raised in the New York area, she fell in love with the South after moving to New Orleans for college. After years as a perpetual student, she turned back to her creative side and decided to write. She lives in North Carolina with her husband and two young children, and she can usually be found with a cup of coffee in her hand.

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Mini-Me Reads (4)


After a prolonged Christmas/New Years hiatus, Mini-Me Reads is back!  I've been getting back into the swing of blogging daily and getting my house back into it's routine and I kind of let this meme stray for a bit but it's back!  I am changing one thing about the meme.  Since a lot of these books I read for fun with my children and rate simply on readability and their interest, I won't be assigning a numbered rating.  I could never figure out where to place these little gems on the scale so I have decided to just let the reviews speak for themselves.

My Brave Year of First: Tries, Sighs and High Fives
Written by Jamie Lee Curtis | Illustrated by Laura Cornell
Published September 4, 2012 by HarperCollins
The tenth collaboration between Jamie Lee Curtis and Laura Cornell celebrates the everyday bravery of trying new things for the very first time. While our spunky heroine, Frankie, learns to ride a bike, tie her shoes, make new friends, love her first dog, borrow a book from the library, say when she's wrong, try yucky food and work with her dad, she also learns that trying new things is how she grows--and that being brave enough to do so is what growing up is all about.
I will be the first to admit that what really drew me to picking up this title was when I saw Jamie Lee Curtis's name on it.  I have been a fan of hers ever since her early Halloween days & finding out that she was now an author of children's books was a very pleasant surprise. What was even more intriguing was when I flipped through the book and saw that it was about getting back up and dusting yourself off after taking a fall.

Having been a mother now for a few years I have seen how disheartening it is for my children to attempt something that they see someone do, not be able to achieve it and then get pretty down on themselves.  I'm constantly telling them "practice, practice, practice!"  So I thought that this would be the perfect book to introduce into my house and have a great learning experience.  It fulfilled that expectation that I had for it and was so much more.

Not only is this about retrying things that you have previously not had success with, but it's also about the more simple firsts in life.  The first day of school, making your first friends, your first walk around the block with your friend unsupervised (Mommy was totally hiding in the bush on that page) This book is about facing new adventures in life that scare you and being "brave, true and strong."

We had many laughs throughout this book and had a good conversation after about all the new things that the character did that my children want to try out in the future. The illustrations were adorable and the message was a great one.  This is definitely a great book for kids of all ages as it tackles a plethora of firsts.
The Magic Nesting Doll
Written by Jacqueline K. Ogburn | Illustrated by Laurel Long
Published September 1, 2000 by Dial Books
Katya's grandmother took a little matryoshka, a nesting doll, out of a small box. "If your need is great, open the doll and help will come. But you may only do so three times. After that the magic will be gone." A wicked spell has changed a handsome young prince to a pale glassy figure made of "living ice," and his kingdom to a frozen landscape of night without moon, darkness without dawn. Katya knows that it's up to her to rescue the prince and undo the evil spell that has banished the sun. Armed with only the magic nesting doll and her own valiant heart, she is determined to succeed. But will the combined effort of her courage and the mysterious nesting doll be strong enough to prevail? Laurel Long's radiant paintings and Jacqueline K. Ogburn's enchanting original tale were inspired by Russian folk art and stories. This talented duo has created a modern classic that honors its folklore heritage while depicting a world in which a girl can be anything, including a hero.
My daughter has become pretty well-known at her school for picking out the most elusive, odd looking library books that other kids never take a second glance at.  While the other kids are bring home The Magic School Bus, Dr. Seuss, and Dora The Explorer, Sloane always brings home more artsy titles, and I have to admit I am pretty proud of that.  But in the case of The Magic Nesting Doll it meant that I had to read it to her, word for word, and there are a lot of words! Here is an example of a page of this book:
Pages like this made for a really long bed time story!  While I did enjoy the story quite a bit, the kids started to wane somewhere around the 25% mark and get pretty antsy.  I do think that the story could have been shortened quite a bit, as it was pretty repetitive and was full of Katja going back and forth.  Because of the kids losing interest in it pretty early on I have to say that it was an unsuccessful book in our home.

One thing that can not be overlooked in this story is the wonderful illustrations. They're not just illustrations but they are paintings and the detail in each and every one is absolutely breathtaking.  When the kids minds started to wander we would take time to stare at the paintings and talk about the details we saw that stood out to us and it reigned their attention back in.

This is a very pretty book and a plot feels very fairytale-esque.  Instead of having a sleeping beauty who needs to be brought back to life, we have a frozen prince.  It felt to me as if this book was a high fantasy children's book, with all the fleshing out of details and the epic quest that Katja went on.  I think there are people who will love this book, but make sure your child is a bit older when you read it to them.  It's very long and very detailed, so it's definitely not for the wondering mind of a toddler!

Monday, January 28, 2013

Book Girls Don't Cry - Mid-Series Cover Changes


Hello lovelies!

Welcome to the first edition of Book Girls Don't Cry...They Vent!  This week we have decided to talk about mid-series cover changes.  I don't know about you, but they drive me insane! So watch the video to find out my thoughts on cover changes and see some examples of where I think cover changes have done good & ones where I think they went wrong! Please Note: I know the video is minorly out of sync but I tried my damndest to fix it and failed. Please forgive me!


So, how do you feel about mid-series cover changes? Are you as anal about matching covers as I am? Let me know in the comments!


Saturday, January 26, 2013

Stacking the Shelves (40)



Books mentioned (click title for Goodreads):
Sins & Needles (The Artist's Trilogy #1) by Karina Halle | My review
The Rules for Disappearing by Ashley Elston
The Rules (Project Paper Doll #1) by Stacey Kade
Blaze (or Love In The Time Of Supervillians) by Laurie Boyle Crompton
Radiant (Unearthly #2.5) by Cynthia Hand
Neverfall (Everneath #1.5) by Brodi Ashton
Beautiful Creatures (Caster Chronicles #1) by Kami Garcia & Maragret Stohl
On Dublin Street by Samantha Young
Boundless (Unearthly #3) by Cynthia Hand
Everbound (Everneath #2) by Brodi Ashton
Such A Rush by Jennifer Echols
Croak (Croak #1) by Gina Damico

Bloggers mentioned:
Christina of A Reader of Fictions
Giselle of Xpresso Reads
Amy of Book Loving Mom

A big thank you goes out to Karina Halle, Disney Book Group & Sourcebooks this week!

If you haven't seen the kick off post for the great new feature on the blog, be sure to check it out!
Also, don't forget to enter the giveaway!

So what goodies did you get this week? Link me up!

Friday, January 25, 2013

Breaking Point Review

TITLE Breaking Point (Article 5 #2)
AUTHOR Kristen Simmons
PUBLICATION February 2nd 2013 by Tor Teen
READ January 10 to 13, 2013
SOURCE Raincoast Books for review

The second installment in Kristen Simmons's fast-paced, gripping YA dystopian series.

After faking their deaths to escape from prison, Ember Miller and Chase Jennings have only one goal: to lay low until the Federal Bureau of Reformation forgets they ever existed.

Near-celebrities now for the increasingly sensationalized tales of their struggles with the government, Ember and Chase are recognized and taken in by the Resistance—an underground organization working to systematically take down the government. At headquarters, all eyes are on the sniper, an anonymous assassin taking out FBR soldiers one by one. Rumors are flying about the sniper’s true identity, and Ember and Chase welcome the diversion….

Until the government posts its most-wanted list, and their number one suspect is Ember herself.

Orders are shoot to kill, and soldiers are cleared to fire on suspicion alone. Suddenly Ember can’t even step onto the street without fear of being recognized, and “laying low” is a joke. Even members of the Resistance are starting to look at her sideways.

With Chase urging her to run, Ember must decide: Go into hiding…or fight back?
I have a special place in my heart for this series. The first book that I ever reviewed here on Alluring Reads was Article 5, I am not going to be linking to that review because it’s terrible and reading Breaking Point made me go and look at how far my reviews have come since I started. But anyway, after reading Article 5 I had high expectations for its follow-up. In order for it to stand up to its predecessor there had to be a lot of action and some great romance, and was there ever!

In true form Kristen Simmons starts Breaking Point off with a bang and the action never really lets up throughout the story. When there would be a touching moment between Ember and Chase I would feel like I could finally breathe because at all other times I was so wrapped up in the fast moving pace of the story. Now that they are in the heart of the resistance the stakes are a lot higher and I loved getting into the heart of everything & finding out just how twisted this dystopian world is. Ember and Chase know exactly what they are up against and it really created an atmosphere in which you had no idea who you could trust. With a sniper on the loose and the FBR hot on their trail I was questioning everybody, it was actually really fun!

As I loved where Kristen went with the blossoming of the resistance, I also really loved the romance here. I have to say that the love story here is probably my favorite in YA to date. There is not one page of this story where you doubt Ember and Chase’s love for one another and there is not even a hint of a smidgeon of a love triangle. It is so perfect and it really made me believe in the romance dearly. With the heavy weight that is resting on their shoulders there isn’t much time for them to be alone but I think that made the stolen moments that they did get that much more special.

Of course there are other characters that grace these pages and they felt just as important as our main characters. Sean’s hunt to find the girl he loves, Rebecca, was intense and so sweet. Then there is Tucker, I really didn’t know how to read him throughout the story and I’m not even sure I know how to upon finishing and that is so perfect. He is the antagonist who could possibly be worming his evil way into our hearts, but I am just not sure. I think the great side characters definitely added to my enjoyment of this novel, I was just as invested in their side plots as I was in the main one.

I think this was definitely a worthy follow up to one of my favorites of last year and right when you think you’re off the hook it kicks you down and leaves you pining for more, again! It will be a sore wait for the third book in this series but one I am happy to be part of.

Thursday, January 24, 2013

Sins & Needles Blog Tour

TITLE Sins & Needles (The Artist's Trilogy #1)
AUTHOR Karina Halle
PUBLICATION January 29th 2013 by Metal Blonde Books
READ January 21, 2013
SOURCE From the author for review

Ellie Watt is used to starting over. The daughter of a grifting team, Ellie spent her childhood being used as a pawn in her parents' latest scam. Now she’s much older, wiser and ready to give her con artist life a rest. But returning to the dry desert town of Palm Valley, California means one more temptation than she bargained for – Camden McQueen. Once known as the high school weirdo, Camden is bigger and badder than the boy he used to be and a talented tattoo artist with his own thriving business. Ellie’s counting on Camden still being in love with her but what she’s not counting on is how easily unrequited love can turn into obsession over time. When Camden discovers Ellie’s plan to con him, he makes her a deal she doesn’t dare refuse, but her freedom comes with a price and it’s one that takes both Ellie and Camden down a dangerous road.


**The Artists Trilogy is a dark and sexy contemporary ride about three flawed individuals caught in a world where it's so easy to justify the bad things we do. This is a pure adult read (Not YA or NA).**
I have to admit that I wasn’t too sure what I was getting into when I signed up to be on the tour for Sins & Needles.  My single previous experience with Halle was with The Devil’s Metal and that one was a very middle of the road novel for me.  What I didn’t find in that one, I definitely found here in Sins & Needles. This is a novel that sucks you in with the very first chapter and keeps you reading until you have devoured every single word.  Needless to say this was a one day read for me and one that left me longing for more upon finishing.

We live out this tale as Ellie Watt who has grown up moving from town to town, never really having a home.  Her parents were grifters who started teaching her the tricks of the trade very early on.  She proves that old habits die hard and we catch up with her in the middle of one of her scams going wrong.  I loved how crooked Ellie’s life was. A lot of the time when I read an adult contemporary the woman is just a regular woman who lives her life by the book and is pretty plain. Ellie was anything but, she had scams going left and right and was raking in the dough doing so.  As her old scams came back to haunt her she retreated back to the small farming town she lived in with her Uncle Jim during her high school years.  She retreats back to being simply Ellie Watt (not one of her many fake personas.)

I really liked Ellie, I liked her possibly more than I have ever liked an MC before.  She was strong headed and she was rough around the edges, I appreciated that because it made her come to life in my mind.  As she cursed and just thought about things in a down to Earth way she became someone I could see myself having a conversation with.  The detached way in which she tells the tales of her childhood (we are treated to Now and Then chapters) really hit home and I felt really bad for all that she had gone through. It’s clear early on that through one of her parent’s jobs she suffered something horrific that left her with scars and a limp. As that part of the tale came to light I felt heartbroken for her and I also understood her anger towards life. Yes, she wasn’t exactly making the best choices as an adult but her childhood didn’t really leave her many options.  It’s pretty sad that her parents abandoning her with her uncle was probably the best thing that could have happened for her.  

The romance within is not your everyday girl-comes-back-to-town-and-rekindles-high-school-romance story.  I loved the twists and turns that Ellie and Camden’s love story took and it constantly keeps the reader on their toes.  It also led to some pretty steamy scenes that had me fanning myself and craving some steak (which I don’t even eat BTW but I’d eat Camden’s steaks any day of the week oooohweeee!) One thing that I love about Halle’s sex scenes is that they are not sweet and sensual, they are rough and steamy, but oh so hot through and through.  

While I did find that the twists were not exactly hard to see coming, the characters and their twisted relationships left me feeling completely satisfied.  The ending is one that leaves you pondering exactly where this series will go and have you dying to get your hands on the sequel.  Sins & Needles is a contemporary novel that has all the makings of a great gangster movie to satisfy your thirst for a rush.  This is series that is not to be missed!



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The daugh­ter of a Nor­we­gian Viking and a Finnish Moomin, Karina Halle grew up in Van­cou­ver, Canada with trolls and eter­nal dark­ness on the brain. This soon turned into a love of all things that go bump in the night and a rather sadis­tic appre­ci­a­tion for freak­ing peo­ple out. Like many of the flawed char­ac­ters she writes, Karina never knew where to find her­self and has dab­bled in act­ing, make-up artistry, film pro­duc­tion, screen­writ­ing, pho­tog­ra­phy, travel writ­ing and music jour­nal­ism. She even­tu­ally found her­self in the pages of the very nov­els she wrote (if only she had looked there to begin with).
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Wednesday, January 23, 2013

Book Girls Don't Cry...They Vent! Kick Off Post


Today I am so excited to announce the launch of Book Girls Don't Cry...They Vent.  Amy of Book Loving Mom, Giselle of Xpresso reads and I have decided to start our own little weekly discussion meme.  We'll be using it as an outlet for things we need to get off our chest about everything bookish & also for some general discussions we want to have with our readers.  I am beyond happy to be working with these two wonderful ladies and I hope you all enjoy reading our random thoughts!

We wanted to do up a little post announcing the meme and let everyone know exactly what to expect.  So here is what you can expect from me:

1) I am sad to say that I have left the Book Buzzers.  I really enjoyed doing my vlogs for the group but everyone seemed to get pretty busy so I decided to branch out and start something different.  I wanted more flexibility in the topic choices and the means in which I do my posts.  I always felt pressure to do a vlog every week even when I wasn't feeling being in front of the camera and would have much rather typed up my topic.  So in lieu of Book Buzzers on Monday you will see my Book Girls post.

2) This isn't strictly for vlogging.  Amy and I really enjoy vlogging but Giselle would rather type up her thoughts (we'll get her in front of the camera sometimes, don't fret!) so you will see a mix of both means of conveying our thoughts.

3) I'll be posting on Monday, Amy will be posting on Saturday and Giselle will be posting on Thursday/Friday (whichever works best for that week.)

4) I'm going to be doing up a tab here on the blog where you can go to get all the info and will be linking up to all the posts so you can keep up to date with our weekly gabfests.

5) I really feel like there should be a 5 to even this list out. But I really don't have anything else to say... so here we are... and it's kind of awkward...

Here are the links to our blogs and YouTube channels that you can follow if you want to make sure you keep up with all the fun!


So, now that you know what this is all about we want to start taking topic suggestions.  
What would YOU like to see us talk about? 
To do a proper kickoff I'm hosting a giveaway here that is open internationally!
One lucky reader will win a book of their choice from TBD valued up to $15
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Tuesday, January 22, 2013

Waiting on Wednesday (49)

Waiting on Wednesday is a weekly feature that highlights books that I am anxiously awaiting. WoW is hosted by Jill at Breaking the Spine.


Undercurrent
by Paul E. Blackwell
to be published July 23rd 2013 by HarperTeen
A shadowy figure. An intense roar. The sensation of falling—fast.

That’s all Callum Harris remembers from his tumble over the waterfall. But when he wakes up in a hospital bed and finds his best friend trying to kill him, Callum knows something is seriously wrong. Unfortunately for him, the mysteries are just getting started.

Why are his parents acting like he’s some big sports star all of a sudden? And why are all the buildings in town more run-down than Callum remembers? Worst of all...what happened to Callum’s brother? Either Callum has gone seriously crazy or something happened when he went over the falls. Something impossible. Callum needs answers, and now. Because in this twisted new version of the life Callum knew, his former best friend isn’t the only one who wants to see him dead.

Filled with mind-bending suspense and unsettling thrills, Undercurrent is a grippingly paced teen debut that will pull you under and never let go.
Ok so A) I am continuing my theme of loving books where people wake up and have to find out what the eff is going on and B) I love books with guys on the cover. Seriously give me a guy over a pretty girl anyday. He looks pret-ty intense!

So what are YOU waiting on this week? 

Flawed Review

TITLE Flawed
AUTHOR Kate Avelynn
PUBLICATION January 22nd 2013 by Entangled Publishing
READ December 27 to 28, 2012
SOURCE Purchased

Sarah O’Brien is alive because of the pact she and her brother made twelve years ago — James will protect her from their violent father if she promises to never leave him. For years, she’s watched James destroy his life to save hers. If all he asks for in return is her affection, she’ll give it freely.

Until, with a tiny kiss and a broken mind, he asks for more than she can give.

Sam Donavon has been James’ best friend — and the boy Sarah’s had a crush on — for as long as she can remember. As their forbidden relationship deepens, Sarah knows she’s in trouble. Quiet, serious Sam has decided he’s going to save her. Neither of them realizes James is far more unstable than her father ever was, or that he’s not about to let Sarah forget her half of the pact . . .
This book tore me apart in the worst way possible and didn’t even bother to put me back together. Guys, I am serious, this was a very difficult book to read and I think I probably used up an entire box of Puff’s Plus. This is the story of Sarah and James O’Brien who have grown up in a house where they are abused and forced to watch their mother deteriorate into her drug addiction. The heavy issues presented led to a lot of scenes that were difficult to read but rest assured there was also beauty and hope within these pages.

Sarah was an amazing character; I couldn’t be happier with the way that Avelynn developed her. She was beaten and broken but she was still able to find beauty in life. After all she had been through she was able to open up in the most vulnerable way to the love interest of the novel, Sam. Oh, Sam, where do I even start with him? He was so sweet and patient with Sarah and I loved every scene he was in. I liked that, while he was so sweet and comforting, he was also this big burly guy who could throw a punch when needed. Their relationship was by far the most beautiful thing in this novel and the scenes with them created a really good balance of light and darkness within the novel.

The beautiful relationship wasn’t the only one being explored in Flawed. We also see how their home environment and what they have had to go through has created this unhealthy bond between James and Sarah. What really got me about these two was that I completely understood it. Their entire lives they have had to endure unimaginable pain and suffering and all they had was each other. James’ feelings and actions with Sarah often blurred the line of brother and sister, which was, of course, uncomfortable, but came across as understandable as well.

Throughout the story we get to watch as Sarah removes herself from the closed box of her house and comes to terms with how wrong things are with her brother. I really liked how Avelynn had the reader feeling the claustrophobic feel of Sarah being at home, the freeness of her working at the flower shop and then would suck us back in once her brother came around. I think this was a very good portrayal of a young girl finding happiness in the world that she had no idea was there because of her situation.

Be warned folks, this is a very difficult story to read, and it doesn’t gloss over everything with a happy ending, but that’s what makes it so perfect. It’s not fake and it doesn’t hide how ugly life can be.